Updated: Feb 23, 2020
I don’t know about you but I love it when someone defies me. I’ve always been competitive and when someone asks or tells me to do something I have never done before, my inner beast awakens and I feel a tiny little rush of ecstatic adrenalin racing through my veins and nerves. My brain tingles, playing with the projection of what may happen and my heart beats faster just because of the mere thought of it.
I remember the first time a man asked me if I’d do a strip tease for him. Oh dear. I’ve always loved music and I feel comfortable with my body and love to move, but I am definitely not a dancer and I had never done a strip tease before. I loved the idea just as much as it frightened me, and, of course, I decided to go for it. In my mind, memories of american biker movies with red lighted strippers began flickering alongside with images of Salma Hayeks titty twister and Kim Basinger in 9 1/2 weeks… I wanted to make him drool and leave him begging for more, I wanted this to be an unforgettable moment and I was challenged by the idea of getting rid of all the typical thoughts regarding my amateur performance and his expectations - and my deepest desire of wanting it not to feel awkward or silly.